It's All Fun and Games Until Somebody Loses an 'I'
Some of you may have noticed that I haven’t uploaded a video in a couple of weeks. I’m writing now to ask you to be patient with me and to tell you that I’m doing okay, not to worry. In this letter to you I’d like to explain a few things and give you a peek into my past and present. I’ve been asked many times about my research methods, and it’s been speculated here and there on the internet that I must have partners because, quote, “there’s no way she can do that all by herself.” Well, here’s the truth.
I do work alone and except for the odd article here and there that people have sent me via email I get my own leads and follow my own instincts to gather every piece of information that I use in my videos. I make all the graphics and do all the editing. Personally I don’t see why this is so unbelievable to anyone. I think the reason it may seem so is because I can draw on a wealth of material quite quickly and I have a wide range of knowledge in a variety of subject areas across a fairly long span of history. This is because of my past habits, not necessarily because of any unique methods of research.
Before I began posting videos in about March 2016 I had been an artist – a painter. Visual artists can tell you that this work is somewhat meditative and as such it is conducive to learning. While my hands and a part of my brain were occupied by the canvas I would listen to audiobooks, interviews and lectures on a wide variety of topics. It so happened that I had always been interested in ‘high weirdness’ so at first those were the topics I gravitated to before moving on to try to gain a deeper understanding of the world around me.
But I have to go back in time for a minute.
As a girl of 12 or 13 I read Erich Von Daniken’s Chariots of the Gods which blew my mind. A couple of years later I got to hear a friend’s family discussions about the unusual elements of the Kennedy Assassination and the Moon Landings which introduced me to the idea that recent history might not be what it seems. Part of my university education alerted me to the various ways in which ‘science’ had been and continued to be used to shape cultures and societies (this was before universities became indoctrination centers for the official narratives). My curiosity was always active, but after I left school and became a mother a lot of that got put on the back burner as my time and energy were monopolized by full time work, home maintenance and child rearing.
When my child got a little older and no longer needed (nor wanted) much of my attention I took up painting again and combined this with the wonders of the internet. I began with forbidden archeology and the mysteries of Egypt – these were fascinating to me as I marveled at all that was hidden from mainstream education. Most of all I wondered why. Why was the scope of education so repetitive and boring when there were so many things they could be bringing to students!?
After I ventured down those paths I began to look at the terror attacks of 9/11.
9/11 led me somehow to MKUltra, and then the Franklin Cover-Up. Then Operation Paperclip, Aaron Russo, Bill Cooper, Max Igan, Alex Jones, Central Banking, etc etc. In short I started to see the Matrix, and was beginning to learn how to read it.
After I gorged myself on those topics I went deeper and began listening to speakers and lecturers in biology, psychology, history, economics, religion, mathematics, energy – these things were often way above my head but over the years I learned the vocabulary, then the theories, the findings and finally could see the interconnectedness of these disciplines. In fact I began to feel that I saw the interconnectedness better than any of the individual specialists I was learning from. They were siloed, myopic. I wasn’t.
The frustration I began to encounter was that I had absolutely nowhere to discuss any of this. Inside I was very well read and had so many intellectual curiosities but in day-to-day life I was Mom, wife, daughter, pal, office drone who should know her place and stop talking about “weird, boring, irrelevant scary” things and stick to picking out tiles for the new bathroom or admiring the tiles someone else had recently installed.
Thankfully at that time I still found common ground with most people in my life. Indeed we *could* still talk about bathroom tiles … or vacations, movies, music, cooking, home renovation projects, etc without any trouble. For a long while I managed my ‘double life’ keeping my research life private like a spy would have to do but still enjoying the company of friends, family and society.
As I learned more I could see more patterns - I could project into the future, so to speak. That’s when things became troublesome for me. I felt I could see where society was heading and this naturally affected the way I planned, the way I communicated. It put up barriers between me and the people around me though I wasn’t really aware of it at the time. All I knew was that sometimes, for seemingly no reason, I would trigger people into blank stares or shock or (worst of all) “concern” for my well being. You see, I kept forgetting that they didn’t know the things I knew. I must have sounded like an alien to them, or a stranger, or even just a worry wart who was harshing their mellow instead of cheering them on for taking out a reverse mortgage (or some such dangerous credit instrument.)
Believe me, many were the times I’d stop and ask myself if I was the problem. Was I being indoctrinated into some kind of cult or being groomed into semi-insanity through the media I was consuming? Because although I felt perfectly sane I could feel a shift happening – a divide opening up between myself and the culture I’d always lived in and thrived on. To this day I perform these reality checks. I ask “What do I know *for sure?*” Back then the answers ranged from “I know house prices are skyrocketing for no valid reason and this is Big Trouble.” Or “I know the culture is beginning to become toxic.” Or “I know they are actively eliminating Christianity from the public sphere.” Or “I know they are lying about 9/11 and if they’ll lie about that what won’t they lie about?” I also knew that 99% of the people around me couldn’t see any of that, and they didn’t want to see.
In 2022, amid all the noise and fearmongering the answer which keeps me grounded is:
“I know that they are trying to force people to take an experimental genetic therapy and I know they are censoring a great deal of information and opinion.”
That’s enough for me to understand that my questioning mind is still sane and my concern is righteous.
Okay – what does any of this have to do with me not producing videos at the moment?
The problem is twofold.
1. It’s been years now since I have had the chance to paint, listen and learn.
Over the past 4 years my well of inspiration has run dry as I’ve chased the news and put together timely videos. When I began publishing deep dives I was still nourished by all those years of immersing myself in the words and ideas of learned people combined with my original findings and linkages. Now, I am saturated by mere sound bites –opinion columns, tweets and tabloid videos. Those are not nourishment, those are vending machine snacks. Without wanting to sound over-dramatic the word that comes to mind when I think about all of this is ‘poisoned.’
In short: I first need to detox, then take time to feed my mind, soul and body better intellectual and spiritual food. I am doing that now and loving it. (see pic for my current endeavours)
2. Once again I seem to be alone in my understanding of what’s going on. That’s not to say that I’m right and everyone else is wrong, it’s meant to say that my own perspective on it is not the same as others.’ More and more lately my ‘take’ on things is at odds with the general consensus on every side. Further, since I am a genuine person who doesn’t like to paper-over my feelings for the sake of going-along, I am finding it difficult to produce work that will inform/uplift my audience. Judging from the letters I receive I don’t believe people need any more speculation or bad news and in some ways that’s all I’d have to offer if I were to go online with my thoughts. In short: I don’t know what to say or how to say it right now.
Finally I will admit that there are personal reasons why I am silent at the moment. I would like to live my life in accordance with my inner guidance system but for various reasons I can’t move forward and I’m struggling to chart a course. I am working to overcome that but man oh man these are some tricky waters to navigate. Some days I feel I might drown, others I sail on calm seas. I’m sure you all share this experience.
I will return with videos as soon as I can.
In the meantime I’m keeping my website updated with material from around the internet and hope you’ll find those items informative and interesting.
God bless you all.
Polly
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reviews
Tracey Hindmarsh
28 Dec 2022
Hi Polly
Looking for a email to contact you but could not locate one. This is not a review but a response to your latest video where a couple of people have said they encountered porn when searching for your website. It happened to me about 6-7 weeks ago. Each time I searched your web address this stuff came up. Everything okay now. Strange so not sure if it’s a virus which is infiltrating certain websites especially where web addresses are subject to misinterpretation, if you get my drift!!
Any way all okay now. Don’t think you have been targeted directly by anyone.
All the best Tracey 🙂
Looking for a email to contact you but could not locate one. This is not a review but a response to your latest video where a couple of people have said they encountered porn when searching for your website. It happened to me about 6-7 weeks ago. Each time I searched your web address this stuff came up. Everything okay now. Strange so not sure if it’s a virus which is infiltrating certain websites especially where web addresses are subject to misinterpretation, if you get my drift!!
Any way all okay now. Don’t think you have been targeted directly by anyone.
All the best Tracey 🙂
Victor Vogt
29 Nov 2022
Could'nt find a email or message link but look up australianrain.com they're also manipulators and also the destruction of East Coast of Australia ie flooding people from their homes and properties along with the food bowls
Good on ya Polly
Good on ya Polly
Ed Siceloff
05 Nov 2022
I've listened, and learned, from much of your work. I read a lot of history but from my own perspective. I think you have y our own world and life view from which you learn about those things that are actually outside of it.
Those things outside of it are, indeed, poisonous to you (and your world and life view). It is your basic philosophy of life that all those things you speak about wish to change. They want you, and all of us, to accept the poisonous one that they offer. It is what is beneficial to themselves and their world view.
But, in constantly learning about the poison, since it is in the world of ideas, digital if you would, perhaps you feel it seeping in. Or perhaps you are feeling the lack of sustenance for your own. Creativity needs to be sustained. Sleep, but not sleeping at the wheel.
So if you need a break, take a "sabbath". Reinforce your world view at least by taking the break, restoring the energy growing out of your particular world view which you are always sharing with us. And you will come back stronger than ever. Thank you for all you have done.
Those things outside of it are, indeed, poisonous to you (and your world and life view). It is your basic philosophy of life that all those things you speak about wish to change. They want you, and all of us, to accept the poisonous one that they offer. It is what is beneficial to themselves and their world view.
But, in constantly learning about the poison, since it is in the world of ideas, digital if you would, perhaps you feel it seeping in. Or perhaps you are feeling the lack of sustenance for your own. Creativity needs to be sustained. Sleep, but not sleeping at the wheel.
So if you need a break, take a "sabbath". Reinforce your world view at least by taking the break, restoring the energy growing out of your particular world view which you are always sharing with us. And you will come back stronger than ever. Thank you for all you have done.
Julie /EsthersDaughter
29 Oct 2022
My dear Polly,
I've been watching you for year's and have learned so much from you.
I want you to think about something.
You have been given a gift from God. He has given you the gift of seeing into the future- the gift of Prophesy.
Besides research how did you receive also the gift of knowledge? I firmly believe and have felt in my Spirit that this is the path God put you on. To educate people concerning all of the evil in the World.
Please Polly is it you who doesn't trust herself, or is it God you don't trust? You ARE doing God' work. Look in the mirror and see who's reflection you see? You glow Polly from the Holy Spirit who lives in you.
I would love to private email you or even talk on the phone. Yes, you are amazing Polly. Keep doing what you're doing and don't stop.
God bless you and I love you.
I've been watching you for year's and have learned so much from you.
I want you to think about something.
You have been given a gift from God. He has given you the gift of seeing into the future- the gift of Prophesy.
Besides research how did you receive also the gift of knowledge? I firmly believe and have felt in my Spirit that this is the path God put you on. To educate people concerning all of the evil in the World.
Please Polly is it you who doesn't trust herself, or is it God you don't trust? You ARE doing God' work. Look in the mirror and see who's reflection you see? You glow Polly from the Holy Spirit who lives in you.
I would love to private email you or even talk on the phone. Yes, you are amazing Polly. Keep doing what you're doing and don't stop.
God bless you and I love you.
Ryan
28 Oct 2022
That is who we've been fighting in this spiritual war. Satan's offspring. No they're not lizard people. Their DNA is just a little twisted compared to your average human being. That's documented. Some will say it from inbreeding but that's not correct their DNA is different because they're hybrids. Almost every problem in the history of humanity has been caused by them. They are extremely evil. You have my email I will show you where to find the tools to help fight this spiritual battle. You are one of the most amazing Warriors I have ever seen. With love Respectfully yours.
Ryan
28 Oct 2022
Those who claim to be of our brother Judah and are not but are the synagogues of Satan are the kenites the descendants of Cain Cain being the son of Satan. In the Book of Revelations chapter 2 and 3 your church should be teaching this. In the Book of Genesis chapter 4 Kane's genealogy. Chapter 5 Adams genealogy. Adam's first born being Seth since Cain killed Abel. Every first born son from Seth all the way to Christ is listed in the Bible. That's our calendar going back all the way to Adam and Eve every year is documented all the way up to today. When Adam and Eve were beguiled by the serpent the word beguiled in the old text would be spathio meaning holy seduced Adam and Eve were seduced by the serpent. Cane is the child of Satan a hybrid half human half supernatural being. That will explain the abnormal DNA in the ones that claim to be Jews and are not. In the Book of John round 40 I believe it is God explaining to the kenites you come from the loins of your father that Serpent of old. Satan was trying to destroy the bloodline to Christ. The same happened during the time of Noah with the Fallen Angels the Nephilim when the sons of God company Heavens took you women of the earth to wife and their children were called g i e b e r Giants. They were also trying to destroy the bud line to Christ. Those descendants of Cain being hybrids have an advantage over your average human that's how they end up manipulating the economic education religion politics they control it all.