It's All Fun and Games Until Somebody Loses an 'I'
Some of you may have noticed that I haven’t uploaded a video in a couple of weeks. I’m writing now to ask you to be patient with me and to tell you that I’m doing okay, not to worry. In this letter to you I’d like to explain a few things and give you a peek into my past and present. I’ve been asked many times about my research methods, and it’s been speculated here and there on the internet that I must have partners because, quote, “there’s no way she can do that all by herself.” Well, here’s the truth.
I do work alone and except for the odd article here and there that people have sent me via email I get my own leads and follow my own instincts to gather every piece of information that I use in my videos. I make all the graphics and do all the editing. Personally I don’t see why this is so unbelievable to anyone. I think the reason it may seem so is because I can draw on a wealth of material quite quickly and I have a wide range of knowledge in a variety of subject areas across a fairly long span of history. This is because of my past habits, not necessarily because of any unique methods of research.
Before I began posting videos in about March 2016 I had been an artist – a painter. Visual artists can tell you that this work is somewhat meditative and as such it is conducive to learning. While my hands and a part of my brain were occupied by the canvas I would listen to audiobooks, interviews and lectures on a wide variety of topics. It so happened that I had always been interested in ‘high weirdness’ so at first those were the topics I gravitated to before moving on to try to gain a deeper understanding of the world around me.
But I have to go back in time for a minute.
As a girl of 12 or 13 I read Erich Von Daniken’s Chariots of the Gods which blew my mind. A couple of years later I got to hear a friend’s family discussions about the unusual elements of the Kennedy Assassination and the Moon Landings which introduced me to the idea that recent history might not be what it seems. Part of my university education alerted me to the various ways in which ‘science’ had been and continued to be used to shape cultures and societies (this was before universities became indoctrination centers for the official narratives). My curiosity was always active, but after I left school and became a mother a lot of that got put on the back burner as my time and energy were monopolized by full time work, home maintenance and child rearing.
When my child got a little older and no longer needed (nor wanted) much of my attention I took up painting again and combined this with the wonders of the internet. I began with forbidden archeology and the mysteries of Egypt – these were fascinating to me as I marveled at all that was hidden from mainstream education. Most of all I wondered why. Why was the scope of education so repetitive and boring when there were so many things they could be bringing to students!?
After I ventured down those paths I began to look at the terror attacks of 9/11.
9/11 led me somehow to MKUltra, and then the Franklin Cover-Up. Then Operation Paperclip, Aaron Russo, Bill Cooper, Max Igan, Alex Jones, Central Banking, etc etc. In short I started to see the Matrix, and was beginning to learn how to read it.
After I gorged myself on those topics I went deeper and began listening to speakers and lecturers in biology, psychology, history, economics, religion, mathematics, energy – these things were often way above my head but over the years I learned the vocabulary, then the theories, the findings and finally could see the interconnectedness of these disciplines. In fact I began to feel that I saw the interconnectedness better than any of the individual specialists I was learning from. They were siloed, myopic. I wasn’t.
The frustration I began to encounter was that I had absolutely nowhere to discuss any of this. Inside I was very well read and had so many intellectual curiosities but in day-to-day life I was Mom, wife, daughter, pal, office drone who should know her place and stop talking about “weird, boring, irrelevant scary” things and stick to picking out tiles for the new bathroom or admiring the tiles someone else had recently installed.
Thankfully at that time I still found common ground with most people in my life. Indeed we *could* still talk about bathroom tiles … or vacations, movies, music, cooking, home renovation projects, etc without any trouble. For a long while I managed my ‘double life’ keeping my research life private like a spy would have to do but still enjoying the company of friends, family and society.
As I learned more I could see more patterns - I could project into the future, so to speak. That’s when things became troublesome for me. I felt I could see where society was heading and this naturally affected the way I planned, the way I communicated. It put up barriers between me and the people around me though I wasn’t really aware of it at the time. All I knew was that sometimes, for seemingly no reason, I would trigger people into blank stares or shock or (worst of all) “concern” for my well being. You see, I kept forgetting that they didn’t know the things I knew. I must have sounded like an alien to them, or a stranger, or even just a worry wart who was harshing their mellow instead of cheering them on for taking out a reverse mortgage (or some such dangerous credit instrument.)
Believe me, many were the times I’d stop and ask myself if I was the problem. Was I being indoctrinated into some kind of cult or being groomed into semi-insanity through the media I was consuming? Because although I felt perfectly sane I could feel a shift happening – a divide opening up between myself and the culture I’d always lived in and thrived on. To this day I perform these reality checks. I ask “What do I know *for sure?*” Back then the answers ranged from “I know house prices are skyrocketing for no valid reason and this is Big Trouble.” Or “I know the culture is beginning to become toxic.” Or “I know they are actively eliminating Christianity from the public sphere.” Or “I know they are lying about 9/11 and if they’ll lie about that what won’t they lie about?” I also knew that 99% of the people around me couldn’t see any of that, and they didn’t want to see.
In 2022, amid all the noise and fearmongering the answer which keeps me grounded is:
“I know that they are trying to force people to take an experimental genetic therapy and I know they are censoring a great deal of information and opinion.”
That’s enough for me to understand that my questioning mind is still sane and my concern is righteous.
Okay – what does any of this have to do with me not producing videos at the moment?
The problem is twofold.
1. It’s been years now since I have had the chance to paint, listen and learn.
Over the past 4 years my well of inspiration has run dry as I’ve chased the news and put together timely videos. When I began publishing deep dives I was still nourished by all those years of immersing myself in the words and ideas of learned people combined with my original findings and linkages. Now, I am saturated by mere sound bites –opinion columns, tweets and tabloid videos. Those are not nourishment, those are vending machine snacks. Without wanting to sound over-dramatic the word that comes to mind when I think about all of this is ‘poisoned.’
In short: I first need to detox, then take time to feed my mind, soul and body better intellectual and spiritual food. I am doing that now and loving it. (see pic for my current endeavours)
2. Once again I seem to be alone in my understanding of what’s going on. That’s not to say that I’m right and everyone else is wrong, it’s meant to say that my own perspective on it is not the same as others.’ More and more lately my ‘take’ on things is at odds with the general consensus on every side. Further, since I am a genuine person who doesn’t like to paper-over my feelings for the sake of going-along, I am finding it difficult to produce work that will inform/uplift my audience. Judging from the letters I receive I don’t believe people need any more speculation or bad news and in some ways that’s all I’d have to offer if I were to go online with my thoughts. In short: I don’t know what to say or how to say it right now.
Finally I will admit that there are personal reasons why I am silent at the moment. I would like to live my life in accordance with my inner guidance system but for various reasons I can’t move forward and I’m struggling to chart a course. I am working to overcome that but man oh man these are some tricky waters to navigate. Some days I feel I might drown, others I sail on calm seas. I’m sure you all share this experience.
I will return with videos as soon as I can.
In the meantime I’m keeping my website updated with material from around the internet and hope you’ll find those items informative and interesting.
God bless you all.
Polly
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Charlie
28 Jan 2022
Polly,
I could write pages... But I won't. From the first video of yours that I watched I was flabbergasted, I am not as energetic as you are and I'm a bit ADD, I do however feel a strong kindred connection. It is comforting when I learn about people that appear to be similar to myself in possessing an innate curiosity about all aspects of the world we live in. It started about 30 years ago (I'm 68 now) for me and has grown steadily since. It has become increasingly obvious to me that I must calm down and quiet my mind in order to enjoy what remains of my life. Unfortunately, I am somewhat pessimistic about the future of our world under the control of those pushing the agenda we see playing out. That being said I also know that the current path humanity is on, in regard to a sustainable future, is heading for a DEAD end anyway. Thank you for increasing my situational awareness. May you yet find many reasons to smile. To finish, I'm doubtless in my conclusion that you are Amazing Polly.
Take Care
Sincerely
Charlie
I could write pages... But I won't. From the first video of yours that I watched I was flabbergasted, I am not as energetic as you are and I'm a bit ADD, I do however feel a strong kindred connection. It is comforting when I learn about people that appear to be similar to myself in possessing an innate curiosity about all aspects of the world we live in. It started about 30 years ago (I'm 68 now) for me and has grown steadily since. It has become increasingly obvious to me that I must calm down and quiet my mind in order to enjoy what remains of my life. Unfortunately, I am somewhat pessimistic about the future of our world under the control of those pushing the agenda we see playing out. That being said I also know that the current path humanity is on, in regard to a sustainable future, is heading for a DEAD end anyway. Thank you for increasing my situational awareness. May you yet find many reasons to smile. To finish, I'm doubtless in my conclusion that you are Amazing Polly.
Take Care
Sincerely
Charlie
Louis Jagoe
28 Jan 2022
Polly… you probably already know about frequencies … if not please note that this could be an important part of recharging your life force, physical and emotional. Big thinkers across the millennia have said that sound would be the medicine of the future… including Tesla and Einstein. Think vibration, resonance and harmony.
All broadcast world wide today is based on the A440 musical scale ….implemented by Hitler and the Rockerfellers. The Solfeggio six tone musical scale used for a thousand years is based on A432 … and is in harmony resonating with all life and matter. Mozart, the Beatles and many others used this scale… dang the catholic church lost 167 ancient hymns based on Solfeggio …see… The Hymn of St. John the Baptist. If you look at the cymatic comparison of these two you will instinctively know which is right.
Royal Rife a hundred years ago devoted his genius to determining the frequencies of pathologies (think virus, bacteria microbes etc) and of organs glands and other life forms. He cured cancer and many other medical problems and was world famous for a minute and a half before being destroyed by the AMA. His story and the microscope he invented is very interesting and profound.
Segway… today on utube there are healing audio/video presentations for many maladies… search rife frequency for “whatever” … I have personally reversed gout over nite twice… previously unable to walk for 5 weeks with the bigG… Get your groove on GirlFriend... Big Love....
All broadcast world wide today is based on the A440 musical scale ….implemented by Hitler and the Rockerfellers. The Solfeggio six tone musical scale used for a thousand years is based on A432 … and is in harmony resonating with all life and matter. Mozart, the Beatles and many others used this scale… dang the catholic church lost 167 ancient hymns based on Solfeggio …see… The Hymn of St. John the Baptist. If you look at the cymatic comparison of these two you will instinctively know which is right.
Royal Rife a hundred years ago devoted his genius to determining the frequencies of pathologies (think virus, bacteria microbes etc) and of organs glands and other life forms. He cured cancer and many other medical problems and was world famous for a minute and a half before being destroyed by the AMA. His story and the microscope he invented is very interesting and profound.
Segway… today on utube there are healing audio/video presentations for many maladies… search rife frequency for “whatever” … I have personally reversed gout over nite twice… previously unable to walk for 5 weeks with the bigG… Get your groove on GirlFriend... Big Love....
stanley skrzypek
28 Jan 2022
Found you a few years ago....being a red blooded American male, my first attraction to the Amazing Polly website was your incredible beauty, but almost Instantly realized that you were more than just a "pretty face"..the Intellect,common sense and knowledge that came from your presentations was just jaw dropping profound.....and the way you had a beer and a smoke just blew my mind with such honesty..I was hooked....although being an x smoker, i was quite concerned for your health...but then again, you are a Canadian...
Tim J Muller
28 Jan 2022
Prayers for the Peace of Christ to be in your Heart. I am heartened by the rising movement in Canada, may it be the beginning of a true awakening and revival. You are a true spark to this and Pray for your well-being and peace. Peace out, and know ultimately God is in control, and Praise be to God, He is good all the time. You're the best!
Amy Hurley
28 Jan 2022
Hi! Love what you do for the world !! So happy for Canada and it’s Freedom Fighting Convoy!!!!. See you after you recharge . Amy SE Michigan USA
TITUS
28 Jan 2022
We are in a war WW3 but it is unlike any war of the past. The Global elites *Globalists set up the United Nations and all it's off shoots to take over the world and form a New World Order, which is bad enough, but when you realise the bloodlines behind it are nefarious and operate through mind control and deception and control all the media outlets you start to realise the absolute peril we are in as the enemy is almost invisible and governments are compromised. What the police and others enforcing the globalist agenda do not realise is that they will also be taken out by the globalist when the next level of the chess game is completed. They have been spraying the skies with poisons for decades (chemtrails) and the food and water to dumb us down and make use weak. Via the United Nations the elites have given control of the west to China and the Middle East. The plan is to reduce the worlds population to around 500 million initially with China and Japan retaining the highest number of people. The West will be destroyed as is happening now. The Media is controlled by the same banking bloodline families who have been in control for at least 200 years. Don't take my word for it do your own research. The time to act is now, there is no point being afraid as they are playing to kill us all anyway, at least by fighting now we can inflict some damage.