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I'm Still Alive and Free

Published by Polly St. George in News · 27 April 2022
I'm Still Alive and Free

Just a quick note of explanation for my regular audience.  
I haven't made a new video in a long time and website updates have become irregular.  For proof-of-life (hehe) you might want to follow my "associate" on Twitter.  (see: Mrs. Smith (@FringeViews) / Twitter)
Many of you know I had intended to take a break in January but put it off to cover the Trucker Convoy in Canada.  It was a very important moment for my country so I used every last bit of energy I had to do reports about it at the time.  After the convoy coverage I did the one WEF Global Shapers video because I felt the information was important as it gave the public a chance to pinpoint exactly​ who they could track and approach in their local areas. I was glad to see that information spread far and wide! Thank you to everyone who jumped on that topic and contributed with their own research, sharing the video, etc.

After that Global Shapers report went out, I ran out of gas.
Look, I know these moaning-type posts must be getting boring for you.  It's not a subject I want to be writing about, believe me, but I think an explanation is warranted after such a long absence.  My apologies if the following comes off as self-indulgent but there are those who I know are worried about me or who are wondering whether or not I'm gone for good so this post is for them. (God bless all of you for your genuine care, concern and connection. I am so grateful and blessed beyond words to have such a wonderful group around me.)
Let me start by acknowledging something important that is missing from the bulk of commentary in this day and age: we are living in a time of disorientation, loss, grief, desperation, information overload, and (mostly falsified) existential terror.  We are being tortured, and torture works.  People lose themselves. People acquiesce to all sorts of things they didn't think possible under normal circumstances. People go into shock.  People give up, they cave in, and people die.  Even though torture always​ succeeds in changing a person, it is not all negative in the end. I would never, ever advocate for torture and believe it to be a great evil, so don't mistake my message here.  But there are some individuals who become stronger in some ways from the experience.  Changed, and mostly negatively so, but having been forged in the fire their resolve hardens and becomes unbreakable.  During the period of torture, however, each individual suffers in different measure according to his or her own constitution.  Like it or not, that is where we are now.  We are all still enduring the torture.  What has been forced upon us for the past two (or more) years has been and continues to be a destruction of society, economy, culture, family, faith and individuals.  Whatever stage you're in at the moment, however you are personally dealing with the torture I'm sure you will be able to relate to some of what I'm about to write.
Without getting into details, I can share that I've been lost in the Land of Deep Mourning for a while now.  At first, even though the Covid Craziness was horrifying, I had been able to face it because my personal world remained intact. I had a sheltered island to retreat to while the surrounding sea was roiled by fear, doubt and uncertainty.  For about 16 months following March 2020 I was able to see, research and deliver all the ugly news without it eating away at my heart and soul.  I went to sleep at night peacefully because I felt that from my island I could perhaps help to inform people and thus help bring sanity back to society with my little contributions.  This foundation - my island - had been all I needed to be able to carry on staring into the abyss, bring you reports, and even have a chuckle from time to time.  
In September my island sunk into the deep. I can't tell you what happened for the sake of privacy though I dearly wish to dilute the exquisite pain contained in the story by pouring it out of me and into the hearts of all who read it. To do so would be selfish, though, so I choose to contain it within.  Suffice to say that it was a blindside.  The facts took weeks to fully set in and the emotional rollercoaster has not come to a stop yet.  Since September I've been dealing with the typical stages of grief - denial, anger, bargaining and depression.  Since this wasn't a death there's not been an end point. I can't accept it because the future is still unfolding.  Maybe instead of 'acceptance' which is supposed to be the final stage of grief I will have to learn to live with it in another way.  
In any case, what I found was that I couldn't look at the news any more.  All of it was (is?) too painful.  I could (can) barely interact with people.  Who will I be when I come out the other end of this?  How much of this is me being over-dramatic? What do I want for the future and am I even in control of this death/rebirth that I feel I'm going through?
Coincidentally (or probably not) my physical health began to deteriorate as well.  It is mostly my eyes, as it was when I'd tried to escape Ontario and drive part way across the country.  (Is this God or the Adversary stepping in I wonder?)  Perhaps it is related to the fact that everything is twice as difficult to do now but my energy level has plummeted to a concerning level.  What with the medical system here having bottomed out - not only will doctors not see patients in the office (hello Great Reset & Telehealth) - but I'm dubious in the extreme about interacting with it anyway.
As you can probably guess much of my work time is spent reading so with very blurry vision, well, you can guess how that has impacted my routine.  And not just for reading, of course, but for all aspects of life.  Perhaps de to the psychological factors in play I have found that when I try to work I feel nauseated and shaky, like I've been through a form of aversion therapy (torture, maybe.) On the other hand not​ working and not producing has also been very difficult.  This is the basic shape of the hole I'm trying to climb out of with the help of distance, prayer and reflection.
As I type today I believe I'll be able to make a video soon, God willing.  I'm feeling a little better lately and I've worked out some 'Mad Max' solutions for my ever-changing vision (see pic).  Just a few days ago I got a new pair which works today but may not work a week from now.  Luckily I have kept almost every pair of glasses I have ever worn, so I have material to work with. 🙂 Hey - it's a head start on the coping skills we'll all need in the 'you-will-own-nothing-and-be-happy' future, right? I can be the hobo optician. Ha!   
Once again I apologize for making a post that is all about me and my problems (cringe) but as I said I've been away long enough that my monthly subscribers and other supporters were owed an honest explanation for my absence.
Thanks for reading, and don't forget to check out that twitter link.  Mrs. Smith would be happy to see you.
God bless,

28 May 2022
Becca Truly Stuart
27 May 2022
Sending you lots of love and prayers.
One of your many qualities that I love is your warm voice. I wonder if you have thought of a podcast where you have guests on that have researched and made connections.
The Aether connects us all~that undercurrent of energy we cannot see and yet connects and creates everything(Ala The Force in Star Wars)-what most people name “quantum” and “spooky action at a distance” is that undercurrent.

My mom was a microbiologist and I loved her story of when she was studying chicken cardiac cells at LSU in the early 50s. She viewed 2 separate(a little over an inch apart) single living chicken cardiac cells, beating at a separate rhythm…and she was fascinated to witness that when she scooted one of the cells a tiny bit closer to the other one, both began to beat in synchrony, even though they were not touching, nor any intracellular fluid on that slide was touching. To me this affirms our connection via the aether.

Your remarkable good works has beautifully outlined the connectedness in Egoic behavior, Evil, depravity and horror~and your Light Shines so that we see these things so that we may change them. So it’s not that things are worse, it’s that we See them now.
And we All hold you in appreciation.
Perhaps introducing others who are also making those connections and who provide practical action for their remedy would serve you in healing beautiful eyes that are done with seeing evil?...
Michelle V
24 May 2022
Praying for you. Appreciate your work. Thankful you break it down and connect dots most people would miss. God’s got your back.
23 May 2022
Polly- I just watched your video...this isnt about a virus from a twitter recommendation to a comment I made. OMGosh! Thank-you!! I have been sifting through info since I was very slowly "red-pilled" sometime in May/ish 2020. Hundreds of hours of dead end research, rabbit holes, and half-truths. Searching for good, clear, consise, honest info with Christian world view. Best video ever! I had forwarded so many wonky but partly truthful videos to my bother, inlaws, nieces/nephews and husband. In hopes of them not getting vax, but it made me look crazy now lack any credibility. This video though-Wow! just so good. Now I will work backwards through your info. God bless you, I am sure you will have great rewards in heaven. What you are doing is incredible. Helping to give me eyes to see and ears to hear. I cant wait to read through comments to get good info. I am going to pray, pray and pray some more
blaine scott
22 May 2022
Thank you Polly for letting us know your status. My wife commented she had not seen any Polly videos for three months and was going to check on your efforts. I found this post open (she's gone to bed) and wish to add my thanks to the many others I see posting here. You have been our go to when we want to understand aspects of the control vectors being angled at us. The first time we encountered the fact that all this evil constitutes torture was on your pages and in your video interviews. Like you we've had the benefit of a small island and thought we had safely pulled most of our loved ones ashore, only to find that the beach is eroding. Some of them have been washed out to sea where we can see the rim of the vortex taking them in. My wife, more so than me feels, or deals with the grim facts in a more emotional way. Some of our children away from home thought it was necessary to take the poison injections and the health affects they've suffered have taken their toll (as severe as a stroke that's left our 31 year old son in law living like a person who suffers from problems not normally seen until ones 80's. He was perfectly healthy prior to the injection.) Another in their late 30's now struggles with a dysfunctional digestive system. My brother had a mystery stroke at work. None of them acknowledges the connection to having taken the coerced injection and the health care system is mum on the issue. We continue trying to plan (and pray) about what coming if that's possible.
Marian Heelan
21 May 2022
Dear Polly,

I have never commented before and I am sure there are many like me. You will probably never know how important you are to us. I had been wondering how you were doing and am glad to hear you have been taking time off, although I'm sad that it is because you've been going through a bad time.

Thank you so much for all the meticulous, painstaking work you have been doing on our behalf. You amaze me with all your fact-checking, linking of sources and historical referencing.

Over these last 2 years, people like you have made such a difference as we refused to follow the sad narrative being imposed upon us. It was so good to hear the truth somewhere.

So now it's your time - to rest and recuperate. You have done so much and will continue in the future. Now your health must be the priority. I'm so sorry to hear about your grief, whatever it is about. Time does help.

Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and let you know that you are appreciated and wished well from all parts of the globe.
Take care,
(from Ireland) xx
21 May 2022
Thank you Polly for all your work. I'm so sorry for what you are going though.

We suffer a nearly identical health scenario - including the eyesight issues - and for us it's directly related to mercury from chemtrails. In short, mercury alters intraocular pressure changing the focal length of the eye (and much more). When we get hit with a plume - and I know when because I'm one of the lucky ones who can smell and taste them in the air - our eyesight changes dramatically.

Without creating a 5 page explanation, I'll provide a link that I hope will help some realize how chemtrails are affecting our lives. It's still hard for some to believe, but we suffer daily, and spraying intensity has increased leaving us able to relate to your story.

I hope you feel better and I hope this link helps in some way. I'm so glad and thankful that you take the time to expose evil in this world. It's a critical part of why we are here, and you're so very good at it. Blessings and health to you.
17 May 2022
Stay strong, Polly. It has been a hard couple years and sadly it seems that there is no end in sight. I feel like giving up daily...and I am scared as to where we are going to end up. However, we can't just stop .... we just have to keep going on day by day. Hope and pray things will turn around soon.
17 May 2022
Please come for a visit
17 May 2022
Thanks for the update dear Polly. Seems lots of us are getting uprooted. Sending you tons of love. Take all the time you need.

FYI, I'm creating a webpage on Conflicts of Interest, Revolving Door. and I think of you as one who has great examples. If ever, when the energy return, you could highlight your videos under that topic. I certainly would share the links. Blessings and comfort to you!
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